19/01/08

The last couple of days have been more rotten than the people who have created my bad mood.
However, the knowledge that in a week I shall be going to New York has cheered me up greatly.

I have realised over the past couple of days how much people can stab you in the back, they just don't care. I sometimes wonder why the human race has lasted as long as it has, because we are absolute wankers with no consideration for other people, but I suppose on the opposing hand there are some amazing people, and I have got some amazing friends and the best family anyone could ever ask for. If it wasn't for them, I think I would have joined the big guy in the clouds a long time ago.

I have a feeling I'll be tempted to stay in New York, I know that I'm going to love it and bar the people I love stated above, I can't see much reason for me to stay in England.

I guess we'll see.

Kitted myself out in lots of warm Primark gear and a hat that makes me resemble a teddy. It's going to be -20 and I'm not taking any chances of having various body parts succumb to frost bite.

Uni is going really well and I am enjoying my current project, I don't really have much to complain about :]

My minds gone blank, I've been feeling a bit numb and emotionless so it's been a bit difficult to write, not knowing where my heads at. I have replaced writing for reading, its easing me back into things. I miss writing, I have bought a new notebook so I can write some stories on the plane and sit in Central Park and do some people watching, try and create a life for them based around their actions and expressions. I'm looking forward to going somewhere new, and learning different things.

I ♥ NY