9/2/10

AWOL.

Sorry.

I am considering a career change to surgical intern, Grey's Anatomy, I am yours. Totally and utterly addicted.

Today is good. My Mama came to visit at the weekend and even though she unfortunately got food poisoning we had a lovely time, and finally got to see 'The Road' not as good as the book, but is there any films that are as good as their books? The Golden Compass nearly ruined the book for me, and I feel it is a sign that I now cannot find the book. Must buy a new one.

My sense of relief has finally come after handing my dissertation in two weeks ago. Yes, today is good.

17/08/09

She lays in the mess she created, watching the candle light flicker lightly as her heavy breathing travels across the room, she dreams of a life where she is normal and without the confusion she currently has circling around her head.

Wishing she could tell someone what she felt, if only she knew how to put it into words. She feels weak and powerless, sick of feeling captive in her own body, but too paralyzed and caged by her emotions to stop it.

The candle light goes out, darkness fills the room but she doesn't even notice. Her eyes glaze over and her mind becomes blank. She feels numb.

Oh to feel normal for one day, like when I used to be an infant.

15/06/09

Tea makes things better.

But it doesn't fix things, maybe another one will.

In the water, I am beautiful.

And I know its not to get away from me,
You just need a change of scenery
So strange how everything went wrong so fast
And I hope that this confusion does not last, 'cause

These words might be, too little too late,
And I'm afraid that I have already lost you
Now three months equals eternity and this will be so hard
And I will long to hold you in my arms

And when you ask do you love me
I should reply with yes most certainly
I always hesitate there's something lingering
I will try harder to be all that I can be

These words might be, too little too late,
And I'm afraid that I have already lost you 
Now three months equals eternity and this will be so hard
And I will long to hold you in my arms

26/04/09

I am in a predicament.

I don't know if I love Chace Crawford or Ed Westwick.

I think I love them both, thats okay right?

03/04/09

Although it was quite a big spider, I am showing no symptoms of spider cooties.

But I am going to take a course of chocolate, just incase.

03/04/09

Today a spider was crawling all over me, and I had no idea until Pete told me to step outside. Where I stripped off and squealed.

I now think I may have spider cooties, I am going to google for symptoms.