02/01/09

I can't believe I'm back in Wycombe. I hate it, I feel so different when I'm here. When I'm back at home, I feel I can by myself, yet when I arrive back in Wycombe, I feel like I'm a completely different person, and I can't be myself, or act like myself.

NYE was actually immense.
City was unbelievabley packed. We couldn't move during the countdown although managed to survive for High Contrast who were amazing. However, not as good as Rusko. His set was incredible, myself and Hannah got pulled onto the stage with him to dance, however it got incredibly busy and the set had to be stopped, we all got escorted off. Then me and Hannah found some speakers and decided to dance 5ft higher than everyone else.
Had to help a girl outside, it was bizarre, she was very intoxicated and couldn't remember her name or where she was staying, so we had to comfort her and called the paramedics.
We got home at about half four as the club started to get too empty and chilled out at the house, I didn't end up in bed till half seven!
It was without a doubt the best NYE ever, I had the most amazing time.

On Thursday, Myself, Nixi and Hannah just cotched and blazed all day in Nixi's bed. We watched 'The Swan Princess' and 'The Little Mermaid" remarking on how we loved Disney films, but also how they give girls the wrong impression that they are always going to be saved by our night in shining armor. However, we all agreed that believing in a fairy tale, even if it is just for a little while was nice. Doing the death claw with Nixi to the power ballads most definately made my day.

I had to try so hard not to cry when I left. I'm going to miss it there so much. I'll miss Nixi, Matt and most certainly Hannah more than anything, I have had the most amazing time with them, and laughed so hard my sides physically hurt. It was the best way to ever bring in the new year.

We all decided on the resolution:

Drink more, Smoked more, Party more.