09/03/09

The human mind boggles me sometimes.
I try not to understand it, but sometimes you can't help but notice it.
Things can be happy-go-lucky one minute, the next it can blow up in your face.

Are we designed like this? and why is it always through texts or pixels?
What makes us react to certain things in certain ways?

I'm sure there can be no scientific explanation for it, well not in the process of:

E(Emotion)=M(Mood)C(Consequences)2

"If it's complicated, simplify, recovery"

People can confuse you, and make you realise things aren't black and white, sometimes I wish it was that easy. There is more drama in life than a Christmas episode of Eastenders.

Sometimes I think it would be better if people would say what they were thinking, but then I think I like the words that fall silently around me, and I understand them better.
I know there are many things that I would like to say, but it takes a lot of balls to say them, and I could possibly risk doing more damage by speaking than remaining mute. Keeping things bottled up is not always the answer, but sometimes I just don't understand the question well enough.

I wish I had a rewind button, if only for a day, so I could see what would happen if I really let everything out, but alas that button will forever remain on my Sky remote.

"When I hit a rhythm within, I feel happy when I'm living in it, When I wanna turn it round on its head, Aah recovery"

I wonder if things are pre-planned out for us? Now I'm not religious in any kind if way, I often see us as chess pieces in someone's 'game of life' as it were. There are the strategic moves that play out well, and then there are the absolute cock up moves that result in certain pieces being taken off the board. But are we the ones playing? Or being played? Surely it is our own judgement that results in certain pieces being taken off the board.

How long till we reach checkmate?