20/12/08

So, due to being uncontrollably ill, I am now home.

It was very unusual how it all came about.
One minute I was fine practising for the panto, then next I was dead.
It happened at about half past two in the afternoon, I felt very achy, sick, dizzy and feverish, so I decided to have a nap before going to work, hoping I would be able to sleep it off.
After being at work for three hours, and having to rush the toilets every fives minutes as I though I was going to be sick, I decided to go home and try and sleep it off properly.
Got into bed about half past nine, started to watch a film, and then just died, right then and there. I was in agony my whole body was in pain, one second I was scolding hot the next I was icy cold, I felt dizzy, bright lights made me feel faint, I had an excruciating headache, tight chest and felt like I was about to throw up. I couldn't get settled and could not relax. I spent the entire time tossing and turning, crying as I was so frustrated that I couldn't sleep. At about half past four I decided to move into the living room and watch TV, see if that would help me drift off. As soon as I'd gotten into the living, I threw up (luckily I'd bought my little bin through) I was so painful, and I went very cold and almost passed out. I laid down and called the out of hours doctor who told me to go to my GP straight away.
I stayed up all night and then very slowly and painfully went to the doctors in the morning. I got wrote off work for seven days and put on some medication.
I'm, feeling slightly better now I'm taking three different tablets at once.
Rang my mum and told her what happened and she promptly jumped in the car and drove the 300 mile round trip to High Wycombe to come and get me.
So I'm now back at home, its so odd how much the house has changed since Ged moved in. It looks beautiful though. I feel better being back in my own bed (I forgot the comfort of a double bed). However my mum and Ged are away this evening to I'm going to stay in dosed up to the eyeballs watching films.

I watched Baz Lurhmans adaptation of 'William Shakespeare's Romeo and Juliet' last night, and cried. I also watched 'The Nightmare Before Christmas' and again, cried. Although this time I was unsure why. I think I have a let of pent up emotion that I need to release, the only problem is I don't know what form to release it in as I'm not exactly sure what it is I am feeling.

I'm going to be seeing my sister tomorrow. I cant wait. It feels so good to be back home.